Oh my...!

Well then this is me
I feel broken
my name is a dispute
my eyes have been blind
to the inside that shines
all I see is reflected
by those who shadow
over me
I was seeking a ghost
I still am

Oh my!
Oh my soul!
Dense fog around you
covers the blue ocean of joy
I fear to see you rotten
my life passed in vane flashlights
I bathed in desilussion
to many times
I was called filthy
It sticked to me

I wish to sail away
feel free to start over
without the vicious circle
that tied me up to a family house
or a family tree but a chain
without loving manners
take a ship inside of me
and head up to my beauty
not from vanity
from a cared and sweet
place to be